**update** to the post below. the nurse called me and said i don't need to come in tomorrow. she's gonna pull my chart and keep it around thru the weekend. she told me to do what i have to do and keep taking the progesterone suppositories in hopes of warding off my period thru the holiday. :( so that way i can go home and be back in time for a cycle day 3 ultrasound to start this whole fucking mess over again. after i typed that last post i just sobbed and sobbed. i'm so completely stressed out and upset right now. i wanted this to work so badly. nothing ever works out for me and this has truly been the worst year of my life. :(