Tuesday, July 30, 2002

fuckity fuck fuck fuck. just felt like saying that. well the sleeping pill worked last night.... to an extent. i still woke up every 2 hours exactly. that is so weird to me. usually it's a dog that awakens me so it's her inner clock not mine. so i get up and let them out and all she (maggie in particular) wants to do is play out there. well sorry but i'm not going outside to play at 1, 3, 5 and 7 am... geez. now i feel all groggy from the sleepinal pill. ugh. think i will have to sleep two more hours tho and then get up and shower and get ready to go to see the doctor. why do i feel already as if this day will suck?