what a crappy new year's eve. course it's always crappy. we never go out and like celebrate or anything. brian was scheduled to work it but ended up having it off. just aren't the partying kind. altho he probably COULD be if i was... or if i would let him. i hope this coming year is better... i don't know. i just want some sort of change.

my ovary is killing me. i'm grumpy. maybe i will just sleep thru midnight for the first time since i was wee lil.

it's been raining all day. all that snow has melted away.