Sunday, April 20, 2003



hi everybody. hope you had a great easter. things were quiet here since brian is recovering. he's feeling just so-so today. he has had nausea most of the day and a burning feeling in his chest that makes it hard for him to breathe. i couldn't find a thermometer anywhere in my stupid house so thankfully CVS is open on holidays. i went out and got him a real one and a digital one and some other things. he felt really hot to me off and on today but now he's cooler than cool. called my family earlier. they were all together. that's one thing i hate about living away from them all. i always miss the family gatherings. i got to talk to everyone tho which was good. i just miss them. jazzy is upset that we didn't come home. she asked when we would be coming and when i said that uncle brian is very sick and i don't know, she tossed the phone to grandma. :( i will be happy when brian is feeling better. i'm worried about him. :(