dear blog,

i hate you. i hate life. life sucks. oh well. that's the provera talking. don't some people say something like "that's the alcohol talking"? yeah that's it.

ok so anyway.... bethany is here. and we had goofy, laughing fun for a while. now it's after 11 and we are settling in, which means we will probably still be up for hours. ha ha. but i am tired. and i'm having problems catching my breath. happens EVERY fall too. i don't know what our plans are for tomorrow. it's 48 degrees out right now and windy. we did want to go to Oktoberfest downtown but that will depend on the weather. which it's also supposed to rain.

uhhhh. ok that's all. sometimes i think about giving up my blog. i might do that someday. but i'm dependant on it or something.