bethany went home today. i miss her. she left about 11:15 this morning. brian took her home and i went to bed and slept for like 5 hours. i needed that. i had trouble sleeping last night as it is. i guess her dad who was in a fairly ok mood yesterday, was in a cranky one today... so i feel bad for her. she gets to escape to school tomorrow tho.

called my sister chris and talked to her. she's finally getting an ultrasound tomorrow to check on her baby and see if it's a boy or a girl. hopefully the baby won't be shy and hopefully it will be a girl. though my guess would be a boy.

called brenda after that. talked to jazzy. i'm so sad. i miss her so much. and she sounded so grown up now. she's 5 1/2 and i just miss my baby girl. she even has a loose tooth! how can this be happening? she was just born it seems. maddie will be 3 months old in 4 days and i haven't gotten to see her yet at all. i'm gonna tell brian that i would LOVE to go home this weekend to see them. i really need to badly.

no plans for tomorrow really. just wait around for the snort to call. ha ha.