i'm feelin' a lil better today. i'm moody but not quite as bad as yesterday. just today i'm really quite tired for some reason. i just never have anything to say. i mean what do i talk about? not like i lead an exciting life here or anything.

the woman i sent my remaining fertility drugs to, had a positive pregnancy test on friday... unfortunately today she found out her hcg levels were dropping and she's having a miscarriage. much the same way i did. maybe i gave her bad luck. i feel so bad for her. i know how she feels right now.

cody just called me as i was writing this. that whole situation has never been resolved or fixed or whatever you want to call it. i'm not really stressed by it. just confused i guess you could say.

pittsburgh lost to cleveland. quite a shock there since cleveland sucks butt. but last night they ran over us. :( oh well. we won our last 6 games against them. you can't keep winning forever.

then sometimes... you can't win at all.